Reached the Point of no Turning Back

I don't see behind, I will only look forward.
There is no past for me.

Hate

I just want to express my sadness
Not because I don't have you anymore
Just because I knew it from the very start
That things would end up this way

I hate foreseeing things
I hate knowing things and pretending I don't
I hate the way that I can't hate any of you
But what I hate the most... is myself
For letting this happen over and over again

Blocked

I wanted to express something.. but I just can't.
I am not here anymore.
I am not here.
Not for you.
Not for you.
Not for you.
Just carry on with your lives.
I am fine.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.

I will always shine.
No matter what.
You can all forget me.
Forget me.
Forget me.
Forget me.

I am moving on.
Have a nice life.
Have a nice life.
Have a nice life.

The Way

The way I look at you

and no one else but you

as if everything else

doesn’t make sense,

and try to pretend

that my life is the same.

The way I stare deeply into your eyes

as if my soul could merge with yours

by only one look,

by only one blink.

I lose myself everytime I gaze into your eyes.

I was dreaming that one day

you would stare at me that way.

not anymore

i wanted you bad

i liked you so much

but it's not like that

not anymore

not in that way

not as before

something's changed

is not like that

please don't blame me

for trying too hard

not to kiss you

not to think about you

not to ever like you

please don't blame me

is just too hard

to put a limit

on my mind

on my body

and on my soul

if you want me

is not like that

that's a mess

i don't like that

that's the way it goes

and it's a fact

don't trust in me

just trust my acts

just that

remember remember

never forget

that all of your life

has been a test